Sometimes, words come easy for me. I just sit down and can write and write. This was obvious last week with my many blogs. But at other times, words just don't come as easy for me. I struggle with what to say, or what is appropriate to say.
Last night I sat down and told myself I was going to write something. I wrote sentence after sentence...but nothing I wrote was good enough. Finally, instead of writing my feelings on the internet, I picked up my Journal still thinking I wouldn't have anything to write. But I was wrong. I was let loose, filling the empty pages with words I couldn't express to anyone else.
Sometimes you get to that point where you know everything is going to be alright, and you let people know that, and then they think that you ARE alright. But then you slip a little bit...something comes up and all of a sudden you're thinking.."what have I gotten myself into! I'm not alright!". Times can be rough...All I can do is hold on.
2 comments:
I get that... I totally understand. there are little details about things that I still keep to myself and write in word documents or on paper, or in my well battered journal.
But like we've said... it's okay not to be alright all the time, it's okay not to have it all together. it's okay that you're not over it yet. No one expects you to be.
i hope you can enjoy this beautiful day Anna.
Hey girl, sometimes its easier to put things on paper and not onlnine, you still need to have some thoughts kept private for yourself and for God to see...
But its ok too to admit that your not alright your going to ahve good and bad days, it's going to take time, but you are strong girl and I know you can hold on... I will contineu to pray for you hon...
It can be rough but God is there with us through the thick and the thin!
♥
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