Tuesday, April 3, 2007

The Truth about Confusion

Sometimes, confusion is God's way of telling us to slow down, to reflect, and to just listen to God's voice.
Sometimes the fast-pace and the drama of life can completely wear you down. It leaves your stomach in knots and your mind racing.

I want to trust. I want to not be confused about everything that is going on in my life. But right now, that is so hard.
I know God is doing things. I'm excited to see what exactly those things are.

So I'm confused. I still feel hurt, but I also feel like God is putting some amazing people in my life right now. I want to be a good friend, but I feel as if I'm failing.
There is just SO much going on. I think I really need to get away from Redeemer for a while, even though I love it.

Only 3 more Weeks.

3 comments:

Michelle said...

hiiii sweet anna banana!
I want to come over and have another chit chat like the last one FOR SURE. You name the time. I don't know if we can squeeze it in to before easter, but we can try, or we can do it when we get back...either way it needs to be done!!
i'm sorry you want out of this place, but i know what you mean. some people i love and ill miss like crazy...others i need a break from... some i'll miss and want to see again in like a week.
I'm not looking forward to having a summer job, but I guess it has to be done. either way you HAVE to come for a visit! and when its HA week, you must spend your free time with me at my house:) yay for houses! hehe.
anyways love you see you in class tomorrow morning.

raynbow said...

hey anna...haha thanks for the message even if it was an old blog. Things have been getting better lately, well at least about what I wrote about. I know how you feel to want out of redeemer, even though we all love this place so much. Sometimes its really hard to live and be so close to ur best friends all the time. Its easy to miss home sometimes too, even tho its also nice to be away. Easter break is coming up, so you will be able to have a nice break from redeemer then. I agree with michelle, visit our house sometime!
hope things are getting better

Michelle said...

Why the heck didn't you come with me then crazy!!