The Truth about Exhaustion

I'm aware that some people think that I'm weak. They think that I should be able to hold it all together. I thought I could too. I've pushed myself to think about other things, to surround myself and to not let myself get too emotional. But sometimes you get to a certain point where there is nothing you can do anymore. You're are emotionally exhausted, you've put all your energy into being that strong person who is "dealing with it so well"...

I don't think I'm dealing with it well. I'll be honest. The entire point of this blog is to be truthful. To be open and honest and to not care what other people think of me. And honestly, I'm a disaster. I wish I could be a stronger person, I wish I could let people know how I really feel about things. I feel exhausted from putting energy into relationships and discouraged when I move backwards instead of forwards. I'm trusting God has something in store for me. The road there just sucks.