Despite it all...

I thought this weekend would suck. To be completely honest..I thought it was going to be absolutely horrible..
And, although there were many moments when I was dreadfully bored...it was amazing.
I was home alone for most of the weekend. Saturday morning my lovely cousin came over for 3 hours and we chatted about life, love, and what else...boys haha. It was actually an awesome couple of hours. It was the type of talk that I miss :)
After I walked her to the school to see her sister graduated I came home and hugged Rayna goodbye. Now I was completely alone for the weekend. It was actually nice to just relax, quite a difference from the week, and last weekend! I watched some pretty ridiculous shows, talked to a few people on the Internet, phoned me mom, and caught up on laundry and some dishes. By the time Ben M got here at 8:45 I was pretty bored though, so some company was nice. We chatted and I made some amazing hot chocolate with mint tea (the hot chocolate of rock stars haha). After he left I just collapsed into bed. Sleep felt good :).
The next morning, I really didn't feel like going to Meadowlands CRC, and since I had no car..it was my only option. So...I slept in. After I got up I changed into shorts and sat on the back deck with my bible and notebook. The last blog I wrote were just a few reflections. I think I forgot JUST how important a good personal devotion is. It was awesome. After that I did a few more household things and just relaxed. Warren showed up at about 6:30 asking where Mike and Rayna were...they got there about 20 mintues later and we all headed to COTR. The message was SO relevant to EVERYTHING I've been feeling lately! I realized even the things I didn't think were connected..really were! It was really good, afterwards we went to Mcd's and then home.
The weekend, however scared I was about being alone....was really good.

Thank God for weekends....and for being just so awesome!