I am tired.
Yes, only a month into work and already...I am tired.
I am tired of working 10 hour days that involve zero brain power. I'm tired of being exhausted at the end of the day, I'm tired of having so much time to think about things I don't want to think about.
But work isn't the only thing that's making me so tired...
I'm tired of feeling unpretty. This IS partly having to do with work, but not completely.
I'm so very tired of feeling invisible...like I fade into the wallpaper when certain people are around me.
I'm not the type of person who craves attention. I just want to people to recognize who I really am. I don't flaunt myself, and sometimes because of it...I feel as if I go unnoticed.
Don't get me wrong, I don't feel like this all the time. Just lately.
I guess people aren't going to notice me until I actually show people who I am.
I have so much to learn...
1 comment:
oh babe... im sooo sorry. i know how both of those things feel and they are NOT fun at all. and not fair because you are a wonderful, amazing person, and sometimes people take that for granted, not realizing they are causing you to feel these things.
you are you, with or without people noticing. you are super.
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