So, for the past couple weeks, I've tried on many occasions to sit down and write something. But nothing ever comes. I have words I want to say, I'm just not sure how to say them.
This summer, Has been such an interesting one. It's really been a growing and learning experience. I'm not even sure how to start. Sometimes, it takes hitting a brick wall to really wake up. And that's what has happened to me.
Over the course of 4 months, I have moved on, I have payed rent, payed bills, grocery shopped. I have had arguments, I've said I'm sorry, I've forgiven. And, I've fallen. Big time. During the last little while, I have seriously doubted that I am good enough. I've been afraid to try, because I don't think I'll succeed.
But from now on. I'm going to try. I've given up, and now I'm starting over. I think, that is the best part of having a father/best friend/saviour who picks you up when you fall. Who loves you, and forgives you no matter what. We all fall. But it really takes something to admit that you fall, and ask for forgiveness. So this is it. A new beginning.
Hold me to it.
2 comments:
hello my love
this has been a summer of learning things for me as well. its awesome to know that despite mistakes, or whatever, we have a God that loves us. you are amazing, and i am so glad that i am your friend!
i love you and i cant wait to be living with you soon!
<3
Hey anna thanks for this post...
i have beeen struggling with things this summer, and its always nice to hear (even tho i know it) that God will always pick us up... Mercy is amazing and i have trouble understanding it sometimes, but its what saves me and i want to be better..and through him I can...
so thanks for that and i'm praying for you!
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