Monday, January 10, 2011

It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new YEAR:

2010 was a big year. Now, 11 days in, I'm finally deciding maybe I should reflect on it.

My new years wasn't like any other I've ever had. So, in a way, it kind of doesn't feel like 2010 is gone. But as my kids remind eachother everyday, it's NOT 2010, it's 2011!!

I rang in 2010 with a small group of my close friends in Hamilton, ON. I rang in 2011 with 10,000+ strangers in Koh Phangnan, Thailand. Quite the contrast I'd say. At the beginning of 2010 I had NO idea the adventures I was getting myself into. I had no idea how much I would change, how much I would learn, how many mistakes I would make. At the beginning of 2010 I had NO idea how much my friends would mean to me, how much I took my family for granted, and how amazing it is to have a God who always loves, always provides, and ALWAYS forgives.

2010 was a crazy year, but I can honestly say, one of the best I've ever had. I had an amazing placement and learned so much from some very wise, strong and gentlehearted women. I finished up my BA and graduated from University. I spent 2 months living at home being constantly surrounded by my amazingly wonderful family. I spent some time in Vancouver with my sister, brother-in-law and adorable neice. And then...I moved across the world. Now, I'm almost 6 months into my contract, and I can't believe how fast the year is flying. South Korea has turned my world around. Everything I thought I knew about myself has been tested, and I'm turning into a new, better person. Every mistake I make is a lesson, every struggle I face is making me stronger.

I've never really known what I wanted to do with my life. Before Korea, the only thing I was every actually interested in learning about was social sciences. So I went into social work, I completed a 4 year degree, and I still didn't know what I wanted to do.

Everyday, I get up, I get ready, and I head into SLP. The actual waking up (in the freezing cold) and walking to school (in the freezing cold) is not something I enjoy. But when I get to school, and I start my day with 10 energetic, sometimes exhausting, students, there's honestly no where in the world I'd rather be. I have NEVER had a job which I love so much, and which everyday bring something new and something wonderful. Right now, I can't imagine myself doing anything else.

But I know, my year here is half over. And sooner-or-later, I'm going to have to make a decision about what comes next. When I started 2010 I really didn't know how things were going to work out, and now, that I'm starting a brand new year...I'm still in that same situation. 2010 worked out wonderfully. So now, I just have to pray, hope, and believe that I can handle whatever comes my way, and that 2011 will bring even more joy, and even more growth than 2010.

Happy New Years friends, I hope 2011 is full of Joy and Growth for all of you!

Peace and Love.

1 comment:

Ruth said...

God will continue to walk with you in 2011. He knows your story, the one you are living out, from beginning to the end because he is the author.

Love you always.